Thursday, August 26, 2010

Futsal

hahaha futsal.. rakan baru aku...
sronok gak dapat main ngan
membe2 skolah dulu..
walaupon aku x sehebat mane..
tp puas hati la main..
xde tekanan n ade gadow2..
hahaha gelak je memanjang...
tp bohongla kan klu aku kate xkesah kalah...
mane boleh.. mesti maw menang maaa....
hahaha thanks kat budak2 skolah aku jemput main same..
ye shohir ko tak caye aku datang kan..
daus dah ajak kot...
hahaha tp...
tysong klu ko bace ni..
ko mmg kecewakan aku ahh..
kate ondway..
tp tetibe tak dapat datang la kan..
ape ni der??
gua rindu sgt kat lu kot...
hahahaha... pape pon ape yang penting kat sini...
aku sronok sbb still contact ngan bebudak ni..
hahaha main, gelak, kutuk, penat, lpas tu ape lg..
g minum ah...
hahahaha you rock!! guys..
aku nantikan gathering hujung puase ni nanti..
harap smue yang di jemput tu datang hehe
ok lah.. aku dah penat ni main futsal td...
sape yang bace ni..
aku wish Selamat Berpuasa...
hehehe sempat lg wish kan..
orite...
chaw..

Friday, August 20, 2010

That day

That day, that day
What a mess what a marvel
I walked into that cloud again
And I lost myself
And I'm sad, sad, sad
Small, alone, scared
Craving purity
A fragile mind and
A gentle spirit
That day, that day
What a marvellous mess
This is all that I can do
I'm done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It's supposed to be like this
I accept everything
It's supposed to be like this

That day, that day
I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it's all I see and
I'm tired and I'm right
And I'm wrong
And it's beautiful

That day that day
What a mess
What a marvel
We're all the same
And no one thinks so
And it's okay
And I'm small
And I'm divine
And it's beautiful
And it's coming
But it's already here
And it's absolutely perfect

That day, that day
When everything was a mess
And everything was in place
And there's too much hurt
Sad, small, scared, alone
And everyone's a cynic
And it's hard and it's sweet
But it's supposed
To be like this

That day, that day
When I sat in the sun
And I thought and I cried
'Cause I'm sad, scared, small
Alone, strong
And I'm nothing
And I'm true
Only a brave man
Can break through
And it's all okay
Yeah, it's okay


-Natalie Imbruglia

Thursday, August 12, 2010

xsangke

bilik dah kemas.. baju dah sangkot.. pinggan dah basoh..
aku pon xtaw dah nk bwat ape time2 mcm ni..
hahahaha so lpas zohor td aku tido jela selama 3jam...
then bgon asar plak...
adoih.. otak aku dah blur xtaw nk buat ape..
last2 aku ajak la membe aku g bazaar ramadhan..

gile ramai orang hahaha.. dorg ni xreti masak kat umah sendri ker hahaha
klu aku leh masak, dah lame aku masak..
okay orang ramai.. makanan banyak n cuaca 32 darjah celcius
bepeluh2 aku pilih makanan td..
so skang dah kat bilik..
letak makanan n aku blur balik xtaw ape nk buat hahaha
nk g main bola, tgk gaya mcm xcukup orang.. adeh...
ape lg yang boleh aku buat skang ni?
pening pale aku..

bile pk bende lepas2.. smue sronok.. walawpon ade sakit tp okay la..
hahahaha dah la.. xnak pk pasal bende lepas.. haha
tp mmg aku x sangke lah...
xsangke hidup aku boleh sunyi sampai ke tahap ni..

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

bulan puase


bulan puase. aku tak taw aku nk bersyukur,
aku happy ker or wat aku teringat bende lame..
tetibe sakit tu datang balik bile teringat puase..
blom lg raye aku dah pk mcm ni.. time raye nanti mcm mane lah aku nk handle bende ni..
ape yg buat aku terase sgt ni? aku sendiri xleh nk jawab soalan tu...
sebelum ni aku cube.. cube lupekan..
pura-pura bende tu x jadi n perasaan tu hanye untuk seketika..
tapi skang ni la akibatnya xnk terima reality..
reality kene kan aku balik..
bende yang hanye sementara, aku dah tebawak2
dan mnjadi mimpi buruk aku sepanjang menjelang puase dan bakal di hari raya..
bermaaf-maafan....
aku buat smue tu.. aku relakan.. aku terima
tapi knape sampai skang bende ni mengacaw hidop aku..
ceritanya masih tengiang-ngiang kat telinga aku..
perasaan mase tu tibe-tibe datang balik..
aku x sanggop terima.. aku xtahan menahan..
adekah sbb kesilapan aku sebelum ini membuatkan aku terpakse tanggung smue bende ini..
aku mula berfikir kosong..
seolah2 tiada semangat dan kegembiraan untuk aku meneruskan
kehidupan aku sekarang ni..
rase dipermainkan, rasa dikecewakan rasa diabaikan..
adekah smue ini salah dari diri aku sendiri...
aku cuma berharap.. pada bulan puasa tahun ini aku dapat melupakan nya..
aku dapat memori baru untuk aku isi sepanjang bulan yang bahagia pada kali ini..
semoga dengan memori baru itu aku dapat kembali berdiri di tempat aku sendiri..
berdoalah wahai diri ku..
sesungguhnya ko la yang boleh mengubah diri engkaw sendiri..

Selamat Menyambut Bulan Mulia
Bulan Puase
Ramadhan Kareem


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

back in bizzyness


minggu ni minggu petame aku di sem 5
ni hahaha n baru hari ni jam kredit aku bejaye di isi.
. bapak pening pale aku nk memikirkan subject ape yg patot aku amek..
but skang alhamdullah la.. dah bejaye di penuhkan..
terimakasih kepada FATIN yg membantu aku
menyelesaikan masalah ni.. hehe..

penjaduallan?? haha jumaat aku cuti!!!!(xde clas)
sron0k sronok... n sem ni jugak aku banyak kelas pg..eh..
smue kelas pg kot.. hahahaha aku suke la jgak sbb ptg free,
ini bermaksud aku leh wat ape saje di waktu petang termasok lah..
tdo, main game,futsal,jog, or melepak2 wahahaha
n lg satu aku suke jadual sem ni ialah
isnin selase rabu khamis tu..
dari kol 12 sampai kol 2ptg gap n leh pg lunch..
weeeee~

bilik baru dah di kemas..
lantai dah ade tika..
tilam dah beralas..
hahahaha ape lg..
kluar bejalan la jawabnyer..
bile amy,wan,munie dan yang lain2
ajak bejalan..
amek k0...
g tgk wayang,
pastu main bowling n aku mng hhaha(ckp besa)
pastu...... shopping!!!
(ala beli topi je padahal)
owh n yg paling best skang..
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report L.I
belom ku siapkan lg..
:(
back
in
bizzynesS..

Saturday, July 10, 2010

lambong duit syiling

is it head..
or tail..
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

need +

Positive psychologists emphasize that to achieve a more optimistic outlook, a decision needs to be made to embrace the belief that happiness is to a large degree within one's control and that we all have the power to create internal joy. Here are some practical suggestions that can be used to take initial steps towards a more positive existence:

1) Use Past Experiences Constructively:
Utilize earlier life experiences to grow in some aspect of your present life and potentially for the future. Avoid the trap of holding on to negative feelings from the past which cannot be altered.

2) Focus Energy on the Present:
Make a conscious effort to anticipate in advance any potential positive occurrences that may be present in your daily routine and be alert to unanticipated positive events. Then pay close attention to momentary pleasures and wonders and take "mental photographs" to help capture these experiences. Finally, designate time each day to reflect on the positive that exists in your life and be sure not to take anything for granted.

3) Work Towards the Future:
Dare to dream, shoot for the stars and build hope and optimism for what lies ahead. Develop a plan for the future that allows you to work towards your own personal vision of fulfillment. When you limit your fantasies you close off possibilities for growth and success.

4) Engage in Physical Activity on a Regular Basis:
Taking care of your body impacts you both physically and mentally. Shift from a "can't do" to a "can do" attitude and focus on what you are capable of doing physically. Find ways to associate activity with something that you enjoy so you can experience immediate benefits.

5) Explore Ways of Finding Meaning:
Dedicate yourself to something you truly believe in and involves something that you think is larger than you (spirituality, charity, kindness to others). It will provide you with a sense of purpose and make life meaningful. Treat today as if it's your last and don't let the precious moments of life slip through your fingers.

6) Assume a "Big Picture" Perspective:
When you encounter a situation that is stressful (but not tragic) step back and ask yourself if in the larger scheme of your life this is truly important. Consider whether or not it is worth your emotional investment and with the passage of time if the situation will pass or be less critical. Keep your eye on your priorities and consider ways to use the trying circumstances as an opportunity for growth.

7) Invest in Relationships:
Positive Psychology research has demonstrated that developing close relationships is the most crucial component for achieving happiness. Invest time in developing meaningful connections with friends and family. Avoid focusing on having your needs met and focus your energy on meeting the needs of the people about whom you care most. The more you put into your relationships the more love you will receive in return.

wat you think is wat u get..

bcareful.